VOLUME 0.8 - Circles of Questions

What kind of phase is this that I'm going through?
Is this even a phase?
Or is this some kind of illness that I'm not aware of?
Should I be concerned?
Maybe I should find extra help?
What if this isn't a phase?
And I'm stuck like this forever?
Why does other seem to be okay?
And I'm all wined up and tangled?
Or are they hiding it?
How do they do it?
Why am I not able do to so?
Or maybe they're not hiding it, and I am actually ill?
I'm scared.
I'm scared to face my feelings,
that it'll be too scary for you too.
And when you're scared and realise how broken I am,
Then you'll go away too.
And I'm back in circles of questions,
with a grey cloud over my head.
Following me,
even sometimes one step ahead than I am.
Will this ever end?